Blue Monday

This day was the busiest. As soon as I stepped in to our room, I ran through the list of what to dos and just went doing it all. Did backups to the servers, restored some images, fixed heaps of laptops and PCs and assisted the staff and students with their queries. I’m glad that everything went fine and finished the day with some tunes to listen.

While waiting to be fetched, I realized how hard it is being isolated. For weeks, I have been trying to get hold of my sanity and it was a struggle getting myself on track. I was happy to have found some friends but having them seems to be very different compared back home. Some were “fair weather”, some are passive and some are leaving soon. This is something that I really don’t like of being attached.

When I was doing my paper works for Australia, I said to myself that I shouldn’t be attached or should be doing things that would end me loving it. Those days were the best days of my life and leaving for Oz was the worst feeling so far.

I guess, I just have to do something like not to be very attached with anybody…That I should be in a way treating them as “acquaintances”. I don’t know but I think this would just ease the pain of saying goodbye.